#ThePromStruggle

Okay, I initially planned to blog everyday, but yesterday was sooo hectic. I always like to see myself as cool, calm and collected, but thinking about prom makes my skin crawl.I literally sat in school yesterday freaking tf out at the possibility of NO ONE ASKING ME. Prom is in exactly 9 months. That's about a whole pregnancy from now. How do you pick out what color you want to wear when you don't even know who you're going with? I'm afraid of turning into a Promzilla, but it's starting to seem inevitable. I think once I get my date situation out the way, I'm sure I'll simmer down. But then again, I'm scared that if I ask who I want to ask he'll be like...

And I'll be like...

So, I'm faced with #TheStruggle. I'm actually thinking about asking a boy, BUT..

I don't know what he'll say, and that part bothers me. I'm not used to rejection.. Especially from someone I'm friends with. I mean, I'm no master at awkward situations, Actually, I tend to make awkward situations Worse. Go figure. This is my greatest fear, via pictorial humor.

I'll do something overly cute like....

And in return, I'll get a...

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Maybe I'm being melodramatic, but here's a question I want answered. (Well, a few questions)

1) I've decided it's too early to ask about Prom dates, but when the time is right, Do I ask? Will a boy be more susceptible to saying yes if I was to ask him to prom, or is that a total castration of the male ego?

2) Should I wait for the guy I want to ask me instead of asking him?

3) Is dropping hints in September about a prom in May too eager?

I guess until I get the answers to my questions other than a "GIRL ION KNOW" that I've been getting from every friend of mine, I'll just smile and do my pageant wave ;-*

- Medina Carlvin